Fuck my body's immune system ):

i hate being sick.
i need someone to make it btr.

"We lie to ourselves because the truth, the truth freaking hurts."
-Grey's Anatomy

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fuck la honestly. im tired of ppl adding oil to th fucking fire and adding salt to th fucking wound. wdv, i dont want to harp on this anymore.

jealous like mad now. chalet day 2 night + day 3 morning was fun like mad la! forfeit like crazy, and all damn hiong one. i wanted to stay la! ):

"... But it’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life."
-American Beauty

i agree wholeheartedly, baby.

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oh i nearly forgot abt arcade and mccafe x) thankyou weiliang for treating me ht and yuning to mccafe! hahaha arcade was damn fun. quite surprised tht weiliang would join us anw. played some damn high games and won 50 tickets (ok only 20 came from us xD we got th rest from some guys who didnt want tickets LOL) exchanged it for 2 packets of twisties and one bottle of bubble! blew bubbles like mad, and dirtied some parts of th shopping centre. wa i was damn scared we kena complain. lucky class tee nvr say we from rv xD hahaha.

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3C CHALET WAS AWESOMEEEE, BABY! xD 03112009-05112009
"BABY" IS AN ADDICTIVE WORD XD

hahahaa 3d2n but i can only stay for 2d1n. it was rly sad to leave early cos i wanna watch quarantined on th second night! ok i shall narrate one whole long story abt th chalet (: cannot rmb all but will try my best. some not in order one lol.

First day Afternoon:
met yantong at dover mrt at 11+ before going to pasir ris mrt to meet th rest of th ppl, zihao tianhang qiutian danqing. girls went to BK for lunch (then huiwen came) and guys went kopitiam LOL (with th nice noodles) before shopping for bbq stuff at fairprice. spent a grand total of 81 bucks or so for alot of food! amazed HAHA. thks qiutian for using her credit card! LOL, 刷卡 xD and thks tianhang zihao and binxin for helping to carry all th food back to chalet. bus-ed to chalet on 354 and reached at ard 3. room 1610 and 1611! (L) thks jiayin and enting for checking in early!

HAHA, same old small chalet room but all different ppl which makes up a whole new experience (:

huiwen wanted to go cycling but alot ppl slacking in th room and didnt want to budge. th 3 guys were watching tv at th other side. zihao doesnt want to go cos he dont knw how to cycle. SHOCKING LA. lol, then jiajin came w his 600 bucks xbox (shldnt hv asked him to bring it!) and then they left to cycle. then left me yantong zihao and a few other girls in th chalet. then weiliang and wenting came w th extra bbq food from 2b. thks for bringing them ovr! hahah super far leh. weiliang started spamming xbox. but aft tht all of us started playing heart attack. DAMN FUN + FUNNY. best game ever HAHA. everyone damn high during th game.

played xbox w weiliang and zihao also. i learnt halo3 alr xD LOL i think im damn noob sia. th cycling ppl came back, huiwen fell down. get well soon! i understand how she feels sia. they go cycle on th road, lucky i nvr go w them or not i sure fall one :/ I LEARNT BRIDGE ALR! yay thks jiayin haha (L)

First day night:
had bbq. went to start th fire w a few guys at ard 5. kept trying to sustain th fire but cannot! damn pissed cos we took more than 5 hrs or so trying to start a stupid fire. in th end more ppl came and more guys helped out at th pit so i went in and started playing cards. aft tht, came out at abt 9+, fire just start. -.- by yantong LOL. zihao so fail la xD had mushroom, and cold sausage and crabstick. omg i realised i ate damn lil. i ate mostly mushroom only. nt bad. and half a potato LOL, thks weiliang xD went to get some instant noodles for th night in case ppl hungry.

then continued playing cards lo. then we start betting money- black jack! xD 10 cents bet only haha. played from abt 10+ i think. all th way till abt 12+. thks qingcheng hsiaotien danqing etc who lent me money thru-out th game xD LOL i damn shit at blackjack. keep taking risks and lose money. or maybe im just unlucky hahah. qingcheng damn tyco ok! he damn lucky. keep getting 21. wtf. i think he lose less than 3 times la. switched place w him at ard 1130 cos i wanted to watch hotshot (L) then i started winning money LOL, lucky seat. jerian worst hit. who ask him to be zhuang. x) and he sit in between th hole between 2 beds somemore ("all th money drop" HAHAHA) then switch qingcheng to th hole then he start losing abit ("i reach my hand under th hole and catch th money"). wtf haha. jerian lost 8++ bucks! and qingcheng won abt 10+ bucks. TYCO TTM. xD hahahah. we play 10 cents only sia.

forgot when we played tarot cards, at night i think. omg i think tarot cards are damn freaky. accurate like mad! thks yuning for bringing th tarot cards (DBSK hahah got this cute guy w brown hair ^^) and helping me 算命. xD wenhui one also accurate haha.

watched horror movie (HALLOWEEEN IS A TOTAL SHIT MOVIE) at abt 1+ aft ppl bathed. everyone squeezed on th 2 freaking small beds, wtf. LOL go on fb to see th pics. tszkiu keep taking photos in th dark, damn freaky. then th flash super bright. was hiding from th cam in most of th pics lol. i got phobia of taking photos in th dark! some girls sat on th pull out bed, then th other guys sat on th other pull out bed. me hsiaotien jerian weiliang yuning raimie (wa i cannot stand raimie) and 2 other guys (cant rmb who!) sat on th 2 beds. raimie keep lying on yuning la, then she irritated. then i also irritated like mad cos raimie block th whole entire tv screen then yuning have to lean on me to see. THEN ITS ALR SUPER CRAMP ON MY SIDE COS HSIAOTIEN IS LEANING ON MY LEG AND JERIAN IS LEANING ON WEILIANG STOMACH OR SOMETHING LOL. weiliang was only half sitting on th bed somemore :/ lol, poor thing. thks weiliang for letting me lean on you during th movie x) and jerian as well, aft he switched places LOL. stupid movie had lousy effects hahaha. th funniest one is th brightness sia! tht was crazy la HAHA. black screen xD jerian damn pekcek xD

then aft tht keep spamming cards lo. cant rly rmb what went on during th night leh. went to walk ard abit before coming back in th morning to eat instant noodles and sleep. damn uncomfortable sia. ohwell. morning was a blur too. until we went cycling and stuff haha. mmhm thts all.

finally, i would like to say thks to everyone who came for th chalet. thks for making it so beautiful and memorable for me. thks for coming, thks for doing wdv you can to make this chalet a success. this is only half th journey; come on, we can do it. love you guys millions (L)

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sian, nvr go 2b chalet. just now see yuxian blog LOL. hope 3c chalet will be fun now tht jerian's going (: and i didnt knw wl visits my blog (i saw cheryl tdy xD) anw, psb camp was cool ^^ quite fun, tho i only slept for like less than 5 hrs? damn tired. slept for 11 hrs th following day but still tired like mad. been spacing out alot ever since i came back from th camp, dont knw why. :/

quite happy tht they won th japs HAHA. "i thot japs were supposed to be talllllllll" -quotes eemin xD hahahah, seems like we got taller + more imba ppl. star player xP pissed w darren la, why he dont want tell me~ sheeesh.

eh sian, i can only go one chalet. i want to die sia.
I MUST GO TO TH 14TH NOV ONE. I PROMISE, MAN.

为你, 我做了太多的傻事.

come on, keep trying.
keep fighting.
i get tired too.
when will this stop?

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FACEBOOK IS PISSING ME OFF, BIGTIME.

why cant it be like blogger, autosave. i was typing a bloody long note and i was abt to finish it then i accidentally closed it. GONE, WELL DONE. wtf. now spamming bejeweled like some idiot.

can you make time fly. i want 14 nov to come quickly.

"The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to."
~Lost Love

"When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most."
~Sad

tml get back progress report. sure die. prize presentation sure boring. but yuning and tengfoong (3!) getting prize yay. one more added commitment: NWSP. nt gonna act like its no big deal cos it IS a big deal. all th wayyyy baby, 2010 and 2011 are going to be tough years. psb handing ovr soon (Thank God) hope life will become less stressful.

i hope class chalet will be fun. jerian not going, raimie not going. luckily still got jiajin, zihao, weiliang, hsiaotien! LOL hsiaotien's going to die on third day xD eh omg i got 100K medal in bejeweled! FIRST TIME OMG. xD shuang ttm. sian.

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stressful life):

just saw a pretty picture of rainbow cupcakes (: motivated to make cupcakes as pretty as those! haha shirley i think th photo one nt bad ^^

psb camp is coming, super fast. then it'll be 3c chalet (yay) i still hate jerian for not coming.

"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are."
— E.E. Cummings

i'm proud of you (:

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